Human being & Being Human .......

Was not feeling doing anything yesterday ..... so made a plan to met Komal ( one of my best friends) ..... I guess i do look pretty well some time .... feminine charisma you see...... hehehhee.....

So the story went like this ..... I was waiting for her on a road near to Vaibhav (a small hotel near Andheri station ) & started doing my regular work which i always do enjoy ....being silent observer of the world .... The world was running without breaks in that pretty sunny afternoon also ....you see Mumbai effect .... & my potato eyes behind My Fastrack stunned on a scene .........

3 men 3 luggages ( i guess they were sacks with full of Bislery vacant palstic bottles) .....for lifting 1st luggage the 2 men helped the 1st one. The 3rd man helped the 2nd one to lift the 2nd luggage (the 2nd one was actually a quite young boy - i could see how much efforts he was putting to lift it ) ....& now turn came of 3rd one - adult one but pretty pale structure .... but his misfortune ..... nobody from his group was there to help him as they have already left ...he juz needed a simple push to lift the entire luggage ....

I was still standing juz outside of Vaibhav .... He asked almost every MALE on road just to give a hand so that he can lift the luggage but you see here it comes the Human Being nature ..... I felt like all males had sold their muscle strengths .....what must be the price ...... hehehee ( or may be it was tht feeling of low work .....people are crazy i guess :P )

I was still standing ... Komal never comes on time.... eventhough i always call her at Kandiwali station, say that i have reached Goregaon & now you come :) ........so i was still standing ..... even i was observing him (dont worry he was not handsome so no chances of flirting .....hehehhe ) ...... for a second he looked at me & i was observing him only ..... I asked in code langauge ( sometimes even silence can ask Questions if you are in love its pretty commom phenomenon you see :P ) ....can i help you ?

A big smile on his face .... for a second i thought hey bhagwan he has broader smile than me ... (inferiority complex you see ....hehheehhe :P) ......
So i gave my hand for a small push so that he could lift the entire bulk of luggage ....oh mummy it was pretty heavy ..... i managed somehow .....I looked at him ....he was already looking at me .... again that broader smile came & he left ....

I again came & started crawling over the same bars near to Vaibhav.... & it couldn't take more than a minute for me to understand that i was not looking at world but the enire world of Huamn being was looking at me ..... I don't knwo wht these people were thinking but I felt like puking at them ..... yucks .... I was like Oh god when these idiots Human beings will learn to Being Human .....its quite difficult for them you see ....sad but true !!! ....... & in another second my dumbo friend Komal & i run like hell towards her ...... & we left andheri :)

Omens & Patience !!!

I am juz free nowdays ( jobless you see :P) ..... Come on yaar i am juz a human being & not an iron machine ..... so nothing wrong in having little bit disturbed feeling from ever smiling Girls, isn't it ??? :P ........

but from yesterday itself I was feeling quite positive & only one word was stirring, rather screeming in my brain n mind is PATIENCE .... all people around me were telling me to have patience ......... As soon as i turned on my lappy today, i got the upadate that one of my friends had written blog on Patience ( don't be surprised .... its not new for me to think about something & life makes that thing appear in front of me..... so dont worry :) ) He had mentioned 2 quotes "The art of PATIENCE is not much about how long one can wait, but it is about how one behaves while waiting...!!! " "He that can have Patience, can have what he will”-Benjamin Franklin

It reminded me The alchemist ( one of the best books i ever read & one of the most important things which have great impact on my life ) & also about Omens ......."In order to find the treasure, you will have to follow the omens. God has prepared a path for everyone to follow. You just have to read the omens that he left for you. Learn to recognize omens, and follow them. Relaxed and unhurried, he resolved that he would walk through the narrow streets of Tangier. Only in that way would he be able to read the omens."

Yesterday only Shrikant (one of the persons who is more than a friend, a guide for me ) was surprised by my observation power of recognizing connection between Sami & Romi at first sight itself ........ but i know it's not observation power only but the language of world somehow i feel i do understnd .... & now I guess omens are telling me to have pateince but try not only every right thing but try to do every possible thing in a right way .......... :-)

The game of GOD ...... The Journey must go on !!!

Today some philosophy because mom has given me 30 min lecture on this ..... So here it starts ...... 20th May 2009 is one of the most memorable days in my life when i had reached sarpass ....... Reason ? Because first time God was actually playing Game along with Us :-)

Oh god you just can't imagine that feeling of being on the top of the world (13800 ft ) & i am not able to explain it in words .... Overflooded may be the right word for that boundless happiness & we all were finding some place to sit for a while at that height to feel the top .......

But as soon as we reached the Top, Group leader, Co-leader started screeming to move ahead now ... no time for sitting beacuse the entire icy whitey sky had turned into black aromatic clouds ( first move by God )..... alas !!! had to rush now ....No option .... as eventhough we had reacehd our destination for which we started our journey but that day camp was farthest & there was only one way to go ahead now - slide on the snow while sitting on your ass with legs held up & elbows used as brakes along with your rucksack ...... & it would have been horrible if rain started in ice so we slowly slowly started moving leaving the top & proceeding our way towards the greatest slide in ice ( our move - answer for God's move).

But at that point when we all completed our most memorable, horrible, freezing & still amazing, enjoyable slide (i guess only those who experience that slide can understand can understand the SLIDE :P) God played his second move :) ....

Snow fall started .....juz imagine we juz had a nice slide in freezing ice & now snow fall ...... (had actually understood the feeling of that deep freezed fish :P ) We didtn get even time to think ......snow fall started, camp was still far away almsot 7 km & no time for waiting all friends also (the first time we all were apart ) but had to move now otherwise we all would have been caught ......

We started our journey again towards Biskeri Thatch (camp for the day) .....snow fall had turned into ice rain .... we were walking very fast but you see that was ice & the path was full of mud.... so each & every step had to be quite careful ( so you can imagine how fast it was :P ) ...... rather slipping on the ice had become so common that even if we slip, we used to stand again & walk & it was continous raining with full force.

i was feeling like God was smiling & showing us THUMB, saying ...."hey sweetheart feel it....wait for a moement & enjoy my nature's beauty but i won't allow you to capture in your so called CAMERA device ..... cherish it forever in your memories & walk ahead beacuse the Journey must go on "..... & we were actualy doing that even though it was raining like hell but we were stopping ourselves in between that jounrey & was capturing devine beurty of God's nature in our natural camera called EYES beacuse it was highly impossible to capture pics in that weather .... :P

but we were not able to wait for longer ....we used to walk ....used to stop in between, capturing all pics in eyes & then again started walking .....how amzaing that was !!! .... lot of problems came in the way but we dominated every problem & reached our camp ....& you won't believe but actually i was feeling like God is welcoming me at the gate of the Camp :-)

The day tought me do not stop sweetheart, the journey must go on ..... god is there to help you, you just feel soemtimes he is making obstacles in your path but actually he is preparing to show you devine beauty.... he is juz playing sometimes to make you tough ...