Life will never be the same again ...... :)

Do you believe in destiny ? If no then surely you should read the story .....

There was no connection between the two .... Two almost opposite people in 2 different worlds ..... She was fully busy in her own world dancing on Moon & Queen of her own world & same with him but there was something unique about him which in a moment can attract anybody ....... God knows why did they crash .... It was juz hi hello initially ....rather in between few months there was not even single talk eventhough they knew each other kind of... but god had played already his dice by bringing them together ......

He put a media called Trek.... She never thought that was one of reasons why did they start talking in more flawless manner ..... Rather it was quite strange that destiny made them to talk on last day also when she was leaving for Himalaya trek justfew minutes before leaving; rather the day when she returned from trek that day also they did talk ....but neither she nor he noted the thing.....

She was feeling ok sort of banda hain, can talk with him safely .... But NO ....God's mind was thinking something else , something really weired (this is the word she used to use for him :) ) ......... he was stranger for her (She used to say I dont know anything about you & he used to reply tell me what do you want to know but the hell is why the girl wanted to know about him even she didnt think much that time) but still she found him quite graceful ......

Things were moving fast ( rather quite fast ) ..... they were coming close relationshipwise ..... Simple dinner menu to every small thing was being shared, every small happiness was being shared, every small problem was being discussed....everything ...... ( & still both were unaware that they both had started feeling for each other....) .....rather they had started talking like " If ( that IF was always there ) something happen between us in future then .... " Her mind knew it was something differnt .... not mere friendship .... it was something differnt .....something really differnt that she never ever felt for somebody ( how strange your mind knows your feelings more than yourself ) but for a moment she was scared also .... Rather strange was that she told him they should not talk much about Us thing as she is inclining towards him & may be it was not good for him. ...... but when you are loved, there’s no need at all to understand what’s happening, because everything happens within you........ ( Was she really in love ??? )

She started thinking ( her mind was already well aware of things but now brain started thinking what is actually going on ) ......
" Yeh kya ho raha hain ? .... rather itana kyun fast ho raha hain ??? am i in Love ? mi ghai karte aaeh ka ? but why the hell am i missing him if i dont talk with him ( especially why the hell i was missing him during his exams when there was limited talk ) ; rather why am i waiting for him ...... means see, we are good friends .....but then i have good friends ...... Never had tht feeling for them, then why ? ......Kitne friends se milti hu then why such a feeling now ...... Do agree he made me too cool, changed me in drastic manner, life perspectives were changing, but then its not the same & most important why the hell am i crossing so many miles juz to meet him when he asked me to come out with him ..... without reason ? ..... & why the hell am i seeing in mirror whether am i looking good ( changed the shirt twice ?? what was that ) "

& after that everything happened like it has to be happen ...... She got trainee opportunity at same place near to his home ( was not that destiny ? - Destiny wanted them to spent time together) .....Every single day they did meet .... they were talking non sense like ppl do talk in relationship (rather this is most sensible thing now) ..... but still all official cluases were there (those IF conditions) ....

She wanted him to propose her as it was quite difficult for her to hold back such feelings & he was juz ( no words ) .... for a moment she also felt may be the feelings are only from her side ...... So she decided something ..... She told him everything what she was feeling ( that was actually quite strnage because she was not supposed to propose anybody as said by herself) ..... but put condition he won't ask anything about it afterwards ....... & most important he did not ....not even a single word he asked ( it was a kind of respect for the feelings she had for him .... that was also one of the reasons which made her liking him more) ..... but that day he assured one thing that he is also feeling the same way she was feeling for him.... that day she seriosuly missed her some heatbeats when she understood wht did he say actaully .......

Then one incident happened between them which was between official & unoffical clauses & turned the entire scenario ..... He thought she is angry ( He asked her ) but she was happy ( She was also thinking why the hell am i happy even though she did not say that ) ..... but yeah She reminded him clauses ..... he asked " Do you really feel clauses are there ? & all clauses officially will be removed in next meeting" & as he had said he removed all cluases in next meeting (by officially proposing her :) ) ......

After that every moment they spent was precious & that every meeting was special ...... rather every small thing in life had become so much important, so much precious ..... the CCD where he proposed her was the world's best place she ever known , that walk along with him , open caffe, review of everyday, to find best moment of every meeting .... everything was important, everything was special & yes beautiful ... she thought when you are in love, things make even more sense .....

All those feelings were quite unspoken & she could not believe somebody is so much imp for her today & 4 days of his trip at Goa were so long ..... ultimately her mind & brain both were synchronizing....& they both ( Mind & brain ) announced that she was in love. She had understood life will never be the same again ....... :) ...... this walk is not momentary ..... journey of being with him for life long has already been started ( without even knowing both of them ) ..... & on every turn of the road he will be along with her .....

A blessing ..... which stunned me !!!

Today is a strong urge to write this ( the urge was so much that i kept my pending blog also aside & writing this ) ..... My building ....means it's not about that building only its all about memories i do have in this building .......since from age of five i am here .....Most of the building people are still same except few new ones .......

Strange thing is that there is one flat in our building where people used to keep on changing but this time in last few years same people living ....A Marwadi family (no offences please) ... a typical one .....lot of cillamchilli ..... A big family ..... Means family is actually small .....Dad , mom , 2 sons, 1 daughter & yeah there is one Granny (Dadi) also but their relatives are so much frequent visitors that i first used to think they all live together :) ......

So the story was abt the granny .. juz at the ground floor of our building there is one place to sit where she sits everyday & whenever I enter my building she is there most of the times . I do give her a big smile ( i myself dont knwo why but it's quite spontaneous or may be just a kind of respect .... dont know much as i never thought over that ) irrepsective of i am tired, having heavy luggage , talking on cell or any excuse but neither i dared to speak with her ( one reason is i can't understand marwadi properly ) nor she tried. It is juz that she always raises her hand for blessing ( dur se hi) .......

But suddenly i felt something differnt day before yesterday ( kind of happy as after 4 days "we" were meeting) ..... As ususal i entered the building gate & as usual she blessed me & suddenly i felt the blessing has something quite pure .....means blessing is never an impure but still something different essence, something quite secret ( like me standing in front of SunGod & he is allowing to absorb as much as energy i can for rejuvenation) .... but i had same feeling when my parents ( especialy when my mom blesses me in differnt way - she taps her hand twice on my head; without that her blessing doesnt complete ..... Strange but true .....hehehhe ), my 2 school teachers & my Granny ( Nani) do bless me & now same feeling for this old lady also ..... god knows how come .....

Pending blog .....

One blog i wana write for somebody or may be for myself ( sometimes you dont understand you are doing things for yourself or for somebody else .... a nice feeling ;) ) . Me thinking to write it since so many days & generally i always write quite spontaneously but its quite difficult to express feelings in words this time ...... .:) ........will write soon .....