& one more day has come when I am feeling quiet unsure ... unsure about every small thing occuring in present & future ... like the way I am not sure whether it is right to puke out these nonsense thoughts over here or not ...
All the time ... all the time ...i was thinking destiny is with me ...with me ... but today destiny is against of me ... fully against... I was trying so much ...so earnestly ... that everything will be fine ...a perfect ... but NO... a bigggg ... a big NO screamed ...
I was thinking atleast after 2 days ... I will get some time to speak ... but naaa ... destiny had thought something else only ... & it couldn't possible .... again destiny ....
Is it a test or something else ? .... People are celebrating but I am not a part of it ... somebody is also not a part of it ... but people are happy (are they really ?) ... But I am not happy...Not at all ...I am trying to be ...but NO .. I can't be fake ... I really can't ...
But yes how can i forget ... for some people Withered tulips are more beautiful than Blossomed tulips & they happy to see turning blossomed tulips into withered ones .... strange but again true :(
