Life will never be the same again ...... :)

Do you believe in destiny ? If no then surely you should read the story .....

There was no connection between the two .... Two almost opposite people in 2 different worlds ..... She was fully busy in her own world dancing on Moon & Queen of her own world & same with him but there was something unique about him which in a moment can attract anybody ....... God knows why did they crash .... It was juz hi hello initially ....rather in between few months there was not even single talk eventhough they knew each other kind of... but god had played already his dice by bringing them together ......

He put a media called Trek.... She never thought that was one of reasons why did they start talking in more flawless manner ..... Rather it was quite strange that destiny made them to talk on last day also when she was leaving for Himalaya trek justfew minutes before leaving; rather the day when she returned from trek that day also they did talk ....but neither she nor he noted the thing.....

She was feeling ok sort of banda hain, can talk with him safely .... But NO ....God's mind was thinking something else , something really weired (this is the word she used to use for him :) ) ......... he was stranger for her (She used to say I dont know anything about you & he used to reply tell me what do you want to know but the hell is why the girl wanted to know about him even she didnt think much that time) but still she found him quite graceful ......

Things were moving fast ( rather quite fast ) ..... they were coming close relationshipwise ..... Simple dinner menu to every small thing was being shared, every small happiness was being shared, every small problem was being discussed....everything ...... ( & still both were unaware that they both had started feeling for each other....) .....rather they had started talking like " If ( that IF was always there ) something happen between us in future then .... " Her mind knew it was something differnt .... not mere friendship .... it was something differnt .....something really differnt that she never ever felt for somebody ( how strange your mind knows your feelings more than yourself ) but for a moment she was scared also .... Rather strange was that she told him they should not talk much about Us thing as she is inclining towards him & may be it was not good for him. ...... but when you are loved, there’s no need at all to understand what’s happening, because everything happens within you........ ( Was she really in love ??? )

She started thinking ( her mind was already well aware of things but now brain started thinking what is actually going on ) ......
" Yeh kya ho raha hain ? .... rather itana kyun fast ho raha hain ??? am i in Love ? mi ghai karte aaeh ka ? but why the hell am i missing him if i dont talk with him ( especially why the hell i was missing him during his exams when there was limited talk ) ; rather why am i waiting for him ...... means see, we are good friends .....but then i have good friends ...... Never had tht feeling for them, then why ? ......Kitne friends se milti hu then why such a feeling now ...... Do agree he made me too cool, changed me in drastic manner, life perspectives were changing, but then its not the same & most important why the hell am i crossing so many miles juz to meet him when he asked me to come out with him ..... without reason ? ..... & why the hell am i seeing in mirror whether am i looking good ( changed the shirt twice ?? what was that ) "

& after that everything happened like it has to be happen ...... She got trainee opportunity at same place near to his home ( was not that destiny ? - Destiny wanted them to spent time together) .....Every single day they did meet .... they were talking non sense like ppl do talk in relationship (rather this is most sensible thing now) ..... but still all official cluases were there (those IF conditions) ....

She wanted him to propose her as it was quite difficult for her to hold back such feelings & he was juz ( no words ) .... for a moment she also felt may be the feelings are only from her side ...... So she decided something ..... She told him everything what she was feeling ( that was actually quite strnage because she was not supposed to propose anybody as said by herself) ..... but put condition he won't ask anything about it afterwards ....... & most important he did not ....not even a single word he asked ( it was a kind of respect for the feelings she had for him .... that was also one of the reasons which made her liking him more) ..... but that day he assured one thing that he is also feeling the same way she was feeling for him.... that day she seriosuly missed her some heatbeats when she understood wht did he say actaully .......

Then one incident happened between them which was between official & unoffical clauses & turned the entire scenario ..... He thought she is angry ( He asked her ) but she was happy ( She was also thinking why the hell am i happy even though she did not say that ) ..... but yeah She reminded him clauses ..... he asked " Do you really feel clauses are there ? & all clauses officially will be removed in next meeting" & as he had said he removed all cluases in next meeting (by officially proposing her :) ) ......

After that every moment they spent was precious & that every meeting was special ...... rather every small thing in life had become so much important, so much precious ..... the CCD where he proposed her was the world's best place she ever known , that walk along with him , open caffe, review of everyday, to find best moment of every meeting .... everything was important, everything was special & yes beautiful ... she thought when you are in love, things make even more sense .....

All those feelings were quite unspoken & she could not believe somebody is so much imp for her today & 4 days of his trip at Goa were so long ..... ultimately her mind & brain both were synchronizing....& they both ( Mind & brain ) announced that she was in love. She had understood life will never be the same again ....... :) ...... this walk is not momentary ..... journey of being with him for life long has already been started ( without even knowing both of them ) ..... & on every turn of the road he will be along with her .....

A blessing ..... which stunned me !!!

Today is a strong urge to write this ( the urge was so much that i kept my pending blog also aside & writing this ) ..... My building ....means it's not about that building only its all about memories i do have in this building .......since from age of five i am here .....Most of the building people are still same except few new ones .......

Strange thing is that there is one flat in our building where people used to keep on changing but this time in last few years same people living ....A Marwadi family (no offences please) ... a typical one .....lot of cillamchilli ..... A big family ..... Means family is actually small .....Dad , mom , 2 sons, 1 daughter & yeah there is one Granny (Dadi) also but their relatives are so much frequent visitors that i first used to think they all live together :) ......

So the story was abt the granny .. juz at the ground floor of our building there is one place to sit where she sits everyday & whenever I enter my building she is there most of the times . I do give her a big smile ( i myself dont knwo why but it's quite spontaneous or may be just a kind of respect .... dont know much as i never thought over that ) irrepsective of i am tired, having heavy luggage , talking on cell or any excuse but neither i dared to speak with her ( one reason is i can't understand marwadi properly ) nor she tried. It is juz that she always raises her hand for blessing ( dur se hi) .......

But suddenly i felt something differnt day before yesterday ( kind of happy as after 4 days "we" were meeting) ..... As ususal i entered the building gate & as usual she blessed me & suddenly i felt the blessing has something quite pure .....means blessing is never an impure but still something different essence, something quite secret ( like me standing in front of SunGod & he is allowing to absorb as much as energy i can for rejuvenation) .... but i had same feeling when my parents ( especialy when my mom blesses me in differnt way - she taps her hand twice on my head; without that her blessing doesnt complete ..... Strange but true .....hehehhe ), my 2 school teachers & my Granny ( Nani) do bless me & now same feeling for this old lady also ..... god knows how come .....

Pending blog .....

One blog i wana write for somebody or may be for myself ( sometimes you dont understand you are doing things for yourself or for somebody else .... a nice feeling ;) ) . Me thinking to write it since so many days & generally i always write quite spontaneously but its quite difficult to express feelings in words this time ...... .:) ........will write soon .....

Human being & Being Human .......

Was not feeling doing anything yesterday ..... so made a plan to met Komal ( one of my best friends) ..... I guess i do look pretty well some time .... feminine charisma you see...... hehehhee.....

So the story went like this ..... I was waiting for her on a road near to Vaibhav (a small hotel near Andheri station ) & started doing my regular work which i always do enjoy ....being silent observer of the world .... The world was running without breaks in that pretty sunny afternoon also ....you see Mumbai effect .... & my potato eyes behind My Fastrack stunned on a scene .........

3 men 3 luggages ( i guess they were sacks with full of Bislery vacant palstic bottles) .....for lifting 1st luggage the 2 men helped the 1st one. The 3rd man helped the 2nd one to lift the 2nd luggage (the 2nd one was actually a quite young boy - i could see how much efforts he was putting to lift it ) ....& now turn came of 3rd one - adult one but pretty pale structure .... but his misfortune ..... nobody from his group was there to help him as they have already left ...he juz needed a simple push to lift the entire luggage ....

I was still standing juz outside of Vaibhav .... He asked almost every MALE on road just to give a hand so that he can lift the luggage but you see here it comes the Human Being nature ..... I felt like all males had sold their muscle strengths .....what must be the price ...... hehehee ( or may be it was tht feeling of low work .....people are crazy i guess :P )

I was still standing ... Komal never comes on time.... eventhough i always call her at Kandiwali station, say that i have reached Goregaon & now you come :) ........so i was still standing ..... even i was observing him (dont worry he was not handsome so no chances of flirting .....hehehhe ) ...... for a second he looked at me & i was observing him only ..... I asked in code langauge ( sometimes even silence can ask Questions if you are in love its pretty commom phenomenon you see :P ) ....can i help you ?

A big smile on his face .... for a second i thought hey bhagwan he has broader smile than me ... (inferiority complex you see ....hehheehhe :P) ......
So i gave my hand for a small push so that he could lift the entire bulk of luggage ....oh mummy it was pretty heavy ..... i managed somehow .....I looked at him ....he was already looking at me .... again that broader smile came & he left ....

I again came & started crawling over the same bars near to Vaibhav.... & it couldn't take more than a minute for me to understand that i was not looking at world but the enire world of Huamn being was looking at me ..... I don't knwo wht these people were thinking but I felt like puking at them ..... yucks .... I was like Oh god when these idiots Human beings will learn to Being Human .....its quite difficult for them you see ....sad but true !!! ....... & in another second my dumbo friend Komal & i run like hell towards her ...... & we left andheri :)

Omens & Patience !!!

I am juz free nowdays ( jobless you see :P) ..... Come on yaar i am juz a human being & not an iron machine ..... so nothing wrong in having little bit disturbed feeling from ever smiling Girls, isn't it ??? :P ........

but from yesterday itself I was feeling quite positive & only one word was stirring, rather screeming in my brain n mind is PATIENCE .... all people around me were telling me to have patience ......... As soon as i turned on my lappy today, i got the upadate that one of my friends had written blog on Patience ( don't be surprised .... its not new for me to think about something & life makes that thing appear in front of me..... so dont worry :) ) He had mentioned 2 quotes "The art of PATIENCE is not much about how long one can wait, but it is about how one behaves while waiting...!!! " "He that can have Patience, can have what he will”-Benjamin Franklin

It reminded me The alchemist ( one of the best books i ever read & one of the most important things which have great impact on my life ) & also about Omens ......."In order to find the treasure, you will have to follow the omens. God has prepared a path for everyone to follow. You just have to read the omens that he left for you. Learn to recognize omens, and follow them. Relaxed and unhurried, he resolved that he would walk through the narrow streets of Tangier. Only in that way would he be able to read the omens."

Yesterday only Shrikant (one of the persons who is more than a friend, a guide for me ) was surprised by my observation power of recognizing connection between Sami & Romi at first sight itself ........ but i know it's not observation power only but the language of world somehow i feel i do understnd .... & now I guess omens are telling me to have pateince but try not only every right thing but try to do every possible thing in a right way .......... :-)

The game of GOD ...... The Journey must go on !!!

Today some philosophy because mom has given me 30 min lecture on this ..... So here it starts ...... 20th May 2009 is one of the most memorable days in my life when i had reached sarpass ....... Reason ? Because first time God was actually playing Game along with Us :-)

Oh god you just can't imagine that feeling of being on the top of the world (13800 ft ) & i am not able to explain it in words .... Overflooded may be the right word for that boundless happiness & we all were finding some place to sit for a while at that height to feel the top .......

But as soon as we reached the Top, Group leader, Co-leader started screeming to move ahead now ... no time for sitting beacuse the entire icy whitey sky had turned into black aromatic clouds ( first move by God )..... alas !!! had to rush now ....No option .... as eventhough we had reacehd our destination for which we started our journey but that day camp was farthest & there was only one way to go ahead now - slide on the snow while sitting on your ass with legs held up & elbows used as brakes along with your rucksack ...... & it would have been horrible if rain started in ice so we slowly slowly started moving leaving the top & proceeding our way towards the greatest slide in ice ( our move - answer for God's move).

But at that point when we all completed our most memorable, horrible, freezing & still amazing, enjoyable slide (i guess only those who experience that slide can understand can understand the SLIDE :P) God played his second move :) ....

Snow fall started .....juz imagine we juz had a nice slide in freezing ice & now snow fall ...... (had actually understood the feeling of that deep freezed fish :P ) We didtn get even time to think ......snow fall started, camp was still far away almsot 7 km & no time for waiting all friends also (the first time we all were apart ) but had to move now otherwise we all would have been caught ......

We started our journey again towards Biskeri Thatch (camp for the day) .....snow fall had turned into ice rain .... we were walking very fast but you see that was ice & the path was full of mud.... so each & every step had to be quite careful ( so you can imagine how fast it was :P ) ...... rather slipping on the ice had become so common that even if we slip, we used to stand again & walk & it was continous raining with full force.

i was feeling like God was smiling & showing us THUMB, saying ...."hey sweetheart feel it....wait for a moement & enjoy my nature's beauty but i won't allow you to capture in your so called CAMERA device ..... cherish it forever in your memories & walk ahead beacuse the Journey must go on "..... & we were actualy doing that even though it was raining like hell but we were stopping ourselves in between that jounrey & was capturing devine beurty of God's nature in our natural camera called EYES beacuse it was highly impossible to capture pics in that weather .... :P

but we were not able to wait for longer ....we used to walk ....used to stop in between, capturing all pics in eyes & then again started walking .....how amzaing that was !!! .... lot of problems came in the way but we dominated every problem & reached our camp ....& you won't believe but actually i was feeling like God is welcoming me at the gate of the Camp :-)

The day tought me do not stop sweetheart, the journey must go on ..... god is there to help you, you just feel soemtimes he is making obstacles in your path but actually he is preparing to show you devine beauty.... he is juz playing sometimes to make you tough ...