& Omens again whispered ...... Forgiveness ....

Read 2 states some months before ...The novel could not impress me as previous masterpieces of Chetan ... but still i remember one incident from the book ....when the Priest made understand the Krish( Hero of 2 states) the imporatance of Forgiveness ... It was something like this .... Remove the bags of anger, pain & forgive people because it will be good for you only .....


& today read ( Still reading the book :P ) a paragraph from Shantaram (Bit modified) .....
"What characterise the human race more, cruelty or the capacity to feel shame for it? ... but it is not cruelty or the capacity to feel shame for it chracterises the human race. Its forgiveness that makes us what we are... Without forgiveness, out species would have annihilated itself in endless retributions ... Without forgiveness, there would be no History...Without that hope, there would be no art, every work of art is in some way the act of forgiveness ...Without that dream, there would be no love, every act of love is in some way a promise to forgive ... We live on because we can love, & we love because we can forgive"



What's going on ? Why these things are bothering me ....Why when Forgiveness comes i do stuck everytime .... Whom i have not forgiven yet ? Do i know ? I know ...may be ... Am i denying that i couldn't forgive the person yet ... Good Omens are again wispering " FORGIVE please.... Its good for you." ....but Is it in my hand ? Am i really that good ? I dont think so ....But what's wrong in that ... I am quite young to forgive, don't you think so ? ...May be i need more time ...may be i need to grow up more to do that .... may be i need to be more mature .... but one thing is for sure, It's not that easy as it seems .... neither now nor then !!!

Jellyfishes ...

Was not feeling well ... Mom threw an ultimate dialogue, "You have become patient while dealing with patients, what's going on, you ate anything out ? " ... Genrally I laugh on such dialogues of her .... but i frowned that day & switched on TV ... Watching may be a wrong verb i guess .... i was just jumping from one to another channel ... Ultimately after 300 channels, i stopped on Discovery .... Wwwwwoooooo amazingggggggg .... entire large swarm of Jellyfishes ... beauuuuuuuutttttiiiiiful !!!

I feel Jellyfishes are the most fantabulous sea animals, existing right from deep to shallow waters of all sea oceans. Important is the beauuuuutiful animals are capable of sting. Yes sweetheart they do sting ... rather all of them do!!! It is totally another question that the sting effects range - right from no effect to extreme pain to death ...

& I thought kind of same fantabulousity occurs in Human beings also ..... because they all sting for sure or in more appropriate words they all are capable of sting ( obviously some exceptions are there - all near & dear loved ones - I know they will never ever sting me at any moment of life) but i realised that i am not scared of their sting but effects of their sting....No effect or extreme pain or death is the only & important question, what says ? :)

Hats off :)

A random thought ...

In life you will get very few people who are good friends, good tutors, good consultants & good persons simultaneously ... especially when you need them they wont say, "you always turn up when you are in need" or they dont pretend like others that we need them but they just smile at you & say "Hey Hi !!! :) just tell me " ...... hats off to them ... :)

Respect for the person as a whole !!!

I still remember, it was saturday morning... Gym was not crowded as usual...I had seen him already manier times in Gym ... He was damn handsome, my mind had already noted that but quite elder for me i guess ... hehehehe ( Sorry but Dil kabhi ganda, kabhi hai nek banda, Dil ka bharosa kaise koi kare ...:P ) ...

He was a marathi movie actor & had played role in one or two hindi movies also ... & there is one quite famous Marathi movie of him was about to release that time (today i wrote the blog because just now read a review of movie written by one of friends).... I was quite unaware of those things... Rather i was about to say him you look like tht RDB actor... heheheh ... But i didn't ...

That was a saturday i still remember ... Our gym has 4 parts ... Me & the actor was doing excercise in same part ... Head of Gym was also there ( Yes, Head is always there along with him how come i didn't noticed, God knows :P )... I completed that part & went on upper floor....


I was just talking non sense with my instructor as on saturday gym is almost vacant in the morning & i was feeling pakofy to excercise ... & he came in my mind i asked my Instructor " Hey, the person looks like RDB hero, have you noticed that ? " .. He started laughing, he said " woooooooooo, didn't you realise the person is the same actor" ... hehehe ...even i was shocked ...not by knowing that He was actor but thought that i was about to ask him YOU LOOK LIKE THAT RDB HERO ... hehehhehe :)

& The actor came on upper floor where i was doing excercise... I & my Gym instructor were trying to keep our expression as normal as possible ... & i guess we were successful ... The actor did some excercise ... & he lied on excercise mat sometime for relaxtion after workout ... & he got up ... he started folding that Excercise mat ... Nobody ever cares to fold those mats before leaving ( including me) ... My instructor said in astonished looks, " राहू द्या, सर" ... He said in smiling face, " नाही, ठीक आहे ना " & he folded it & kept on the place & he left :)

& Sudden i felt a respect ... But it was a kind of differet respect ... generally people respect the designation of the person, the authority of the person, the status in society of the person & lot of other reason ... & i realised it was a RESPECT i felt for the person as a whole & not for who he is or what his status in the society ... Hats off Sir !!!

Priceless Gifts !!!

"Some gifts in life are priceless & life's best gifts are free!!!"

I had heard this before but today, i myself gave the priceless gift to somebody unknowingly ...

Nothing was been said but everthing was been heard ... Speechless moments are most cherishable moments in Life, i feel ... Again how strange but how true !!! Destiny (or God) had played its dice ... made me speechless ... & again surprised me as usual !!! ...

Oh oh, the God was present at that place...did anybody notice that ? :)