Thursday, June 24, 2010

A feeling .... Life was never been so vivid :)


It was morning 5 O' Clock. I was still in the bed but heard something ... I got up from bed & opened the window ... It was raining heavily ..quite heavily ... I was just standing there itself , watching nature's most unique charisma ... Raining !!!

& after sometime I realized, I was smiling ... It's so strange, sometimes you are so much happy internally that makes you smile without even knowing yourself !!! .... eventhough it was raining heavily but i could see everything very c lear ... very much vivid ... vivid like aqueous humour !!!

Suddenly I realized, six months back my life had taken a major twist & I was in that rain since last six months ... enjoying almost every drop of that rain ... I never tried to look beyond that rain ... but then yes , my mind knew I was waiting for a new twist & today when that new twist occurred everything is so much vivid ... I do agree it's not perfect yet but yes, I am sure , there will be a time in few months, when life will again take a total new twist and everything will be perfect ... perfect !!!

Since day before yesterday (23rd June 2010) I am lot happy ... even friends who speak along with me on phone are also asking me "There is lot happiness in your voice, what's the secret? " ... But I was keeping mum most of the times except with some few friends :)

Sometimes in life we are shaky & in those shaky moments we used to ask each other Everything will be fine na? (One of the reasons is that twist was not there) & one of us used to say "yes dear, everything will be fine !!!" .....

But now no ... I have decided something ... there will not be any shaky moments from now onwards because there are some of the things on which you keep lot faith in your life .... my faith is " दिवसातून एकदा सरस्वती वास करते 1 sentence वर" ... Now i wanted to keep on saying "Everything will be fine only" because i know everything will be fine ... & one day I will be able to write "Life will never been so perfect !!!" :)