Battle for your own dreams ...

Things are always been to and fro ... & there is never been an ideal things in my life yet ... But i never expect you to tell me what are my dreams ... I know them ... I need opinions & I have always welcomed them irrespective of situations but i don't need decisions for me .. because I never did it in your case .. I have always give you opinions ... & today I am hurt when you tried to take promise from me about my future .. It's an emotional blackmailing... I will take care ... Rather i have always cared about my loved ones & will always do that .however things will be worse ...

You are showing me only one side of coin which is good ... But you are now showing me another side of the same coin which is much heartbreaking for me ...So let me choose another coin only where i can see my dreams on both sides of the coin & where life is not just about being comfortable ... comfort is important but how much ???... It is not bigger than your dreams ...its not bigger than what you want to be ...


& you are caring about people around me but not about me ... you are caring what other people & you want for me but what about me ? dont you think what I think & what I want are also important ... i can't promise you now anything but i will give you one promise you today I will try my best to take care of my closed ones while reaching my dreams ...


It's me who will take decision because whatever I will do in my life, I will be the one who will face consequences rather I am the one who has faced all consequences of mistakes .. its been alot hard for me also .. but then you have to take risks ... don't you think you are doing the same thing ...what you are facing right now is a tough situation ...but you yourself says na you have to go through all these to see your dreams come true... but when things are coming to me why things are changing ... why i have to take care about consequences .... I will face consequences also for reaching for my dreams ... Some people in life want to be just comfort while some people want something else ... & that something else is always comes with some price .... so let me paid the price when time will come (I am not sure whether that time will also come or not but still you made me think all these stuff ) ... you are just making me afraid of that price ... I have made you understand the same thing so many times ... but you want things which i cant fulfill now ...


I know i have to fight with you when actually things will come in these way but i have to ... because i not only love you but I love my dreams also ... I love my own separate identity also ... I hope one day you will understand my dreams & will allow me to do battle for my own dreams so til that time i will keep mum on those topic because i have learned one thing in life ... love your close ones but same time love yourself also otherwise at the end of life you will curse your close ones only ... & I seriously don't want to curse my closed ones anywhere in my life ... so live it up ...

Life is all about ... :)

So mine life is ultimately revolving, evolving, changing, pacing, transforming & am liking every moment of this transition phase ... I know it has started with bit of shilly-shallying & I am just oscillating but i will be perfectly fine; rather will be bestest amongst the best after certain period ...

Today I am much more confident to choose whom I want in t my life, what i want to do, what i want to be ,what i want to buy, whether i should go for any investment, whether i need to speak, how to handle people ... & It's all because of the worst phase of my life just few months back ....

The people who love me, I used to know they are there for me everytime but how much they are important for me & how much I am important for them that I understood in that phase only ... so at this moment I just want to be with them ... I know who are real people now ... & I will decide now whom I want to be with ... Because ultimately this phase made me realise only one thing ... it's your life ... you have to decide how you want to spend this life ... it's not always about others ... soothing them ..be with them

It’s all about your life also ... a very late understood fact ... When you are an anvil, bear; when you are a hammer, strike 1000s times louder & harder especially to those people who bitch about you just because you are unaware about something …

Life is again changing ... people whom I love are will be busy ; even I will be busy … but they will take care to see I am atleast fine at every moment of my life ... Life is all about these people of my life … & we owned each other :)

Valentine's day special ...

Somebody loves you not because you are special but you are special because that somebody loves you despite the knowing fact how you are .... & same with you ... you love that somebody despite the fact you know how that person is ... because there is one factor which bind you with that somebody ... very tightly with an invisible force ... called ... Love ...

I was just listening people of different opinions on some stupid news channel about Valentine's day ..

So I also have my opinion...Valentine's day should be celebrated ...

See na life is so busy especially for working people ... do we really think how many best moments we spend along with our soulmate ... may be not (eventhough some do :P ) ... sometimes people are too busy to meet their soulmate or may be for one or other reason (trust me it's a taunt :D ... but then its ok ) ... but then still they try to connect each other by one or another way ...


It's a day when entire world celebrates the day ... all FM, TV channels ringing love songs ... & while listening those at somewhere corner of their heart they know they are missing a beat for that somebody special ... everybody cherish their special person ...his memories... with whom they are in love ... memories of love, anger, smiles, laugh, sharings, missing, connected, insecure, happy everything ... But in all that, somebody is always special for you ...

The day make you feel once again ... the person is incomplete without you & you are incomplete without him ... the feeling that you complete each other make you feel bliss ... the day again reminds you how much you love that person & how much you need each other, cherish each other ... Aise hi thodi na kehte hain ... Adhoore Tummm ...Adhoore Hummm ... Bin tumhare ...

So I feel it's a day to cherish memories of your love once again & should be celebrated ... so what's your plan for Valentine's day ? ... :)